Waaaaaaaaaaaaaa it’s already New Year, Boring. I can’t sleep because it’s so noisy outside, all that fireworks and stuff. I can see some of the beautiful fireworks display from our neighbors, some are so loud that it almost sounds like a bomb went off, some of our neighbors even repeatedly blow the horn of there vehicles to make such noise. New Year is one noisy day.

        Today is December 31, 2007 6:00AM, it’s going to be another year a few hours from now. I will just be staying in my room browsing the internet because there’s nothing for me to do. Today will be yet another boring new year for me since my girlfriend left a year and four months ago for Taiwan to work. It’s been boring without her, it would be nice if she's here with me to celebrate the new year.

        It’s almost Christmas and I can already hear the loud noise of the fireworks outside my room. For me Christmas is just an ordinary day because since I was young my parents rarely celebrate Christmas even though they set up Christmas tree, put some Christmas lights around the house and stuffs like that. I don’t really feel the joy and happiness that Christmas brings but all of that changed when Resty my girlfriend came into my life.

        For the past five years we’ve been together I had my Christmas with her three times. My last Christmas and now had been lonely because she’s not with me, but last Christmas I spent my time with her family. I really had a great time but it should had been greater if she was with us.

        There was this puppy that my mom brought home last two months or so I think. It’s a very cute puppy so I want myself to give it a name. My dad gave a very stupid name so I had to change it to my liking. Since I like vampire movies like Dracula, Count Alucard and such, so I named the puppy “Count”.

        Count likes biting every thing he lays his eyes on even if it’s just a piece of wood or stone. I kind the like this dog because it’s very energetic and it runs around the house every time I played with him. I sure do like dogs that are big and very dangerous looking.

        I was in a hurry going to the sala where the TV was to watch my favorite series “Kyle Xy”. I thought I was late because I didn’t realize that it was already 8:00pm. As I turned on the TV the series wasn’t wet there so I just waited for a couple of minutes. As “Kyle Xy” started I was in dismay because there showing the episode that was way back last last week or so. Why does this has to happen when the series was already in its climax, darn it. Will I can't do anything about it but wait for next week and hope it’s a new episode.

        Today is the 5^th year and 4^th month since we’ve been together. I am happy because we’ve been in this quite a long time relation. Even if I am happy I still have this loneliness within me because my girlfriend isn’t here with me to celebrate the occasion.  I just hope she’ll be back soon.

        I am really tired as of now because my father let me helped him arrange the hall and move out all the junks they brought. It’s really tiring because I had to move all the junks they placed in the hall in the second floor of our new house to the old house. And it wasn’t that easy because most of this junks are bulky and heavy too.

        I just hope my parents would just stop bringing junks to our home because it’s driving me nuts. There are already plenty of junk stuffs in our new house and our old house is already filled with junks.

        I was sleeping the since this afternoon because I feel really tired even though I wasn’t doing anything that made me feel very tire. When I woke up it was already 9:00pm and I immediately went to our sala to watch my favorite series “Kyle Xy”. But I have no luck at all because it was already finished. I was very late, yet I missed another episode of my favorite series. Danm why do I have to miss it, it was my favorite series. Oh man I can’t do anything about it now. I’ll just to have to watch the next episode next week.

        I was reading the news paper awhile ago hoping to find a job that I’ am qualified to apply. It took me some time to read it all because I had to make sure I won’t miss a single job opportunity and I had to clarify whether I can apply it or not depending on the job’s qualifications. But still I’ am very unlucky because there aren’t a single job opportunity for me to apply to. It’s not that I’ am not qualified to even a single one of them, it’s just that all the job opportunities that I’ am qualified with are those one’s I already applied to.

        I no longer had a job for three months now and I’ am a bit frustrated because every time I apply and passed the examinations, I always get stuck in the interview. I don’t know what I’ am lacking to get failed in an interview. I better know what it is because I’ am running out of job opportunities here. I just hope I can find a job as soon as possible.